Showing posts with label soul. Show all posts
Showing posts with label soul. Show all posts

Monday, June 15, 2026

A Garden Story

I wrote this for a snail mail swap project with a theme of "writing about your garden." The photos were unwieldy for the email, so I've posted the letter here. Please note, if you want to see a bigger photo just click on it in the blog post. Also, I am in garden zone 9b (San Jose), meaning it rarely falls below freezing and provides a long growing season. It falls in the Heat Zones 7 or 8 (about 60 to 120 days of extreme heat per year). Because USDA zones do not account for coastal fog or ocean breezes, the specific UC Master Gardeners of Santa Clara County highly recommend checking the Sunset Climate Zones. San Jose is primarily Zone 14 or 15 (which accounts for the mild Mediterranean climate with marine air).

Dear PK and RR,

I joined this swap after reading the note of encouragement to do so, when it was made clear that having a Better Homes and Gardens quality garden was not required. 

I am, despite many years of aspiration, not a gardener. I'm the daughter of master gardeners who has made many attempts but lack the discipline to persist. At least when it comes to gardening. Below is a recent photo of my backyard. Typically in the summer drought it's brown (we don't water the grass, to conserve), and it grows hugely during rainy season. I mowed it once a few months ago after it was 3 feet tall, and drat, it grew again! A bout of illness prevented me from mowing again. Here is what it looked like until last weekend. We had several volunteer trees that had grown by the orange tree, and weeds taller than my husband on the side yard. (My husband has for years taken care of the front yard in an effort to not be a blight on the neighborhood, but he has no love for gardening either.)
It made a wonderful little meadow for many birds and lizards, but the grass that grows produces seeds with needle-tip points that catch on clothes. Ouch! Our visitors include raccoons, opossums, rats, squirrels, and neighborhood cats. Birds in my yard include Mourning Dove, Western Screech Owl, Great Horned Owl, Anna's Hummingbird, American Crow, Northern Mockingbird, Cedar Waxwing, Chestnut-backed Chickadee, Bewick's Wren, Dark-eyed Junco, California Towhee, House Sparrow, House Finch, and Brown-headed Cowbird. 

However, on June 4 (my son's high school graduation day), we had an auspicious visitor using our yard as a day spa -- a California gray fox! We live near the foothills of the Santa Cruz mountains and wildlife is only about 1 mile away. In all 16 years of living in this house, this is the first time a fox visited. 
He or she lounged in the yard about an hour. I've heard it said the foxes are dog hardware that runs on cat software. I hadn't known until that day that they (gray foxes) can climb trees and fences, as their wrists rotate!

Anyhow, I finally broke down and hired someone to come out and clean up the yard, and I will have him come routinely from now on to mow and blow. Here's what it looks like now and what was dragged to the street. And hope rises eternally in me. I can feel my aspirational gardener thinking, "Now that we've hired someone do maintain it and to help with special projects like mulching, trimming, and managing the sprinkler system, I might tend to it more..."
Even though I'm a crap gardener, I do appreciate flowers. Below are some photos I took of flowers in my parents' garden in past years. They are no longer alive, and I like to think their energy is now flowing into all growing things. 










My parents had many decorative signs in their garden. One was a quote by Ralph Waldo Emerson from the poem Hamatreya, "The earth laughs in flowers." The other sign was a stanza from a poem by Dorothy Frances Gurney: 
The kiss of the sun for pardon,
The song of the birds for mirth,
One is nearer God's heart in a garden
Than anywhere else on earth.
Wishing you a vibrant Litha and a joyous summer season!

Warmly,
MindfulOne/Kathryn

Thursday, April 30, 2026

Crossroads

Crossroads

My body, now that we will not be traveling together much longer 
I begin to feel a new tenderness toward you, very raw and unfamiliar, 
like what I remember of love when I was young -- 
love that was so often foolish in its objectives 
but never in its choices, its intensities.
Too much demanded in advance, too much that could not be promised --
My soul has been so fearful, so violent: 
forgive its brutality.
As though it were that soul, my hand moves over you cautiously,
not wishing to give offense
but eager, finally, to achieve expression as substance:
it is not the earth I will miss, 
it is you I will miss.

- Louise Glück

Wednesday, April 01, 2026

SoulCollage® Companion Suit: 7th Chakra - Crown - Eggs

 

I am one who exists before beginning. I am unhindered by the material world. I am one who is being, becoming, generation, and flow. I am formless and contained in all.


What is your gift or message for me?

Don't allow your senses to confine you. As you were in the beginning, you are in the end. 


What do you want me to do?

Bathe in connection.


Why did you show up today?

You are changing, and I emerged.


If you have a shadow, what would it be? Or, what light do you offer?

The shadow is intellectualization and disconnection from the unseen.

Monday, March 30, 2026

SoulCollage® Companion Suit: 6th Chakra - Third Eye - Owl

I am one who perceives using intuition. I am one who envisions that which is hidden. I sense movement and can detect it from a distance. I fly high enough to see from a broad perspective. I symbolize wisdom. 


What is your gift or message for me?

To open your third eye, be sure all other senses are in balance with their corresponding chakras.


What do you want me to do?

Recognize the difference between perceptions and data gathered by senses and intuitive knowledge. Keep listening and seeing through your energy. 


Why did you show up today?

To reinforce your progress. 


If you have a shadow, what would it be? Or, what light do you offer?

The shadow is elevating the third eye above all other chakras. They are all integral.

Sunday, March 29, 2026

SoulCollage® Companion Suit: 5th Chakra - Throat - Humpback Whale

I am one who is social and thrives in community. I am one who dances to the rhythm of the moon and tides. I am one who dives deeply and lives in the Mystery. I am one who sings even if no one is listening. I am a Presence to be reckoned with. 


What is your gift or message for me?

You were given your body and mind to use, so use them. You have a right to voice your ideas and to sing. It may seem that no one is listening, but have faith in the joy of the act and that someone is benefitting.


What do you want me to do?

Develop, cultivate, nurture your communities. Listen to the wisdom of the rhythms in your life. Keep diving deep.


Why did you show up today?

Because you asked for a reminder to use your voice.


If you have a shadow, what would it be? Or, what light do you offer?

The shadow is an echo chamber, a closed loop.

Saturday, March 28, 2026

SoulCollage® Companion Suit: 4th Chakra - Heart - Caterpillar Butterfly

 

I am one who begins life in one form, and through the miracle of metamorphosis, transforms into a radically different being. Although I am completely changed, I also remain the same. I enter life crawling and die flying. I unite the tangible and mystical. The symmetry of my form reflects the perfection of unconditional love. 


What is your gift or message for me?

Transformation is possible.


What do you want me to do?

Trust that life has a purpose, and trust the metamorphosis. 


Why did you show up today?

As a beacon during your process.


If you have a shadow, what would it be? Or, what light do you offer?

The shadow is intellectual or spiritual flightiness. 

Friday, March 27, 2026

SoulCollage® Companion Suit: 3rd Chakra - Solar Plexus - Honeybee

 

I am one who is a keystone species. The survival of many depends on my work. I am diligent. I am one who is intricately involved in the web of life, who fertilizes and fosters growth. I am one who lives in community and works seamlessly with others toward our common goal: living and thriving. I communicate intuitively with others. I perceive energy around me and read the world this way.


What is your gift or message for me?

The tasks of your ordinary life are essential to the well-being of the world. Your small efforts compound and multiply. They matter. You matter.


What do you want me to do?

Be the guardian of your intuition. Access it, become intimate with it, trust it. Also take care of yourself, and shelter yourself as needed in the hive -- your spiritual community and practice. 


Why did you show up today?

The emergence of your intuitive power has invited me.


If you have a shadow, what would it be? Or, what light do you offer?

The light is deepening intimacy with the universe and all that is in it. The shadow is passivity and resignation.

Thursday, March 26, 2026

SoulCollage® Companion Suit: 2nd Chakra - Sacral - Bonobos

I am one who lives in peaceable community. Rather than fight, I prefer to resolve disagreements lovingly, intimately, and depending on the relationship, sometimes sensually. Love and friendship integrate and form the core of my life. I am one who prefers experiencing the energy of creativity, sex, and emotions without words and with all my senses.


What is your gift or message for me?

Sensuality and sexuality are delicious parts of life. Bathe in them, don't avoid them.


What do you want me to do?

Let yourself be sexual. Let yourself enjoy your body fully. Be a phenomenal woman.


Why did you show up today?

Because you are creating a peace with your body, and this is healing. 


If you have a shadow, what would it be? Or, what light do you offer?

The shadow would be allowing sex (the act and the gender) to take over everything or misusing it with others. 

Wednesday, March 25, 2026

SoulCollage® Companion Suit: 1st Chakra - Root - Turtle

I am one who lives intimately with the roots of the earth. I am one who is hardy. I am one who moves deliberately. I am one who travels at the speed of eternity. I carry the earth and its Source in me.


What is your gift or message for me?

There is beauty in what is unadorned. What looks plain can be rich and powerful. Look within and love it. 


What do you want me to do?

Love your body. Love what you are. See the fullness of your form. Be grateful.


Why did you show up today?

When you meditated on the root chakra, the Native American lore of turtle being the foundation holding up Earth came to mind. Thirteen moons o turtle's back represents connection with earth, moon, and universe.


If you have a shadow, what would it be? Or, what light do you offer?

The shadow is overly focusing only on the concrete and tangible.

Tuesday, March 24, 2026

SoulCollage® Committee Suit: Writer

 

I am one who communicates. I am one who writes herself into existence. I am one for whom writing is medicine, healing, art, and power. I am one through whom the Word reveals itself.


What is your gift or message for me?

There is value in written expression even if what you write is lost over time. Writing is an energy like electricity; it transforms what it touches, powers events, and is never lost completely. It just becomes something else.


What do you want me to do?

Carve out time to give this part of your soul to the worlds. Practice it. Make lists, write letters, compose poems, write blogs. You are a divine conduit.


Why did you show up today?

To help you remember.


If you have a shadow, what would it be? Or, what light do you offer?

The shadow is narcissism that drives you to re-reading your words rather than letting them go.

Monday, March 23, 2026

SoulCollage® Committee Suit: Universal Brain

I am one who loves information and knowledge and is curious. I enjoy connection, and I seek self and community and understanding through technology. I value insight. I have access to a universe in ways that cannot be seen or tangibly experienced. I know the universe is portable.


What is your gift or message for me?

The intangible is accessible.


What do you want me to do?

Continue seeking, absorbing, learning.


Why did you show up today?

It was time.


If you have a shadow, what would it be? Or, what light do you offer?

The shadow is narcissism and superficiality.

Sunday, March 22, 2026

SoulCollage® Committee Suit: Timid Soul

I am one who hides. I am one who is cautious and with weak self-confidence. I am one who is suspicious of the world. I am sometimes so afraid of the world that I would rather burn up in my own ouse than take risks to leave. I am also the only one who can save myself.


What is your gift or message for me?

That there is really nothing to lose, ultimately.


What do you want me to do?

Jump out the window. Have confidence in your strength and in your problem-solving capacities. You must do the work to create the life.


Why did you show up today?

Because hiding has become a deeply ingrained habit, but you know it doesn't serve.


If you have a shadow, what would it be? Or, what light do you offer?

The shadow is over-judiciousness, and the light is freedom.